Hmm...in a shot of Holden Caulfield I can either tell you the David Copperfield crap or I can get down to business. I'm not quite sure that I even know me. The person you see isn't the person I feel. That is only natural. The only way you're gonna get the whole deal is if you sit down and talk to me for a bit. My dissertations on human beings and the fact that we don't get along very well are pretty slap dicky! I am a philosopher at heart I profess, and others think so too.You can get an ounce of it on a late night in an ICQ chat room. My "plotting to kill eye" and wisdom filled sounding voice can never draw you to me unless I am just out of class and sipping some tea in the cafe.

I love my friends and Alexei's said that I've matured during Upper Sixth, which is a good sign. But of course he had to add that I'm still eccentric. I like his quick wit.And Peter's and Chris' and...I get along better with guys than I do girls but my most consistent and supportive friends have been girls. I love you dears. I promised Shana that I'd build her a shrine if I ever got myself a page( though I think she thought I was joking).Girlie I built ya one.Here Here to the Q.C Upper Sixth (class of '98). You guys gave me the best two years of my life. You hugged me when I cried like a madwoman. You came down on me when I spoke out about Ziaud. You cheered me on when I went up to collect that mal-printed certificate.

Guys, yall honestly think that when you were in first form and dissing me six years later it would've been opposite? I really love you! I started writing a play about you but a love of mine has not shuddered enough to get me angry enough to continue it. There were times when you really got on my nerves i.e Jaya and the Rabin story and times when you didn't i.e Jaya and the Rabin story...lol.I have many other worthless friends (I'm just joking) in real life and on ICQ (one has even broken my heart...so sad). Of all my friends that I've never met:Laura I cherish you. (She's a penpal by the way).

The family of course cannot be ignored but I can keep mum on them. I'll just say that I have lots of little cousins. They come in every variety. Sizes, shapes, colours, voice ranges and self-made rules about who can be the boss of them.The loves of my life haven't been many. I rarely feel it but when I do, I never stop. I'm in love at the moment, with all of you. I love all my family and friends. Dead or alive.

Read on man. My links are next.